Posted by Anonymous on 2013/11/16 under Uncategorized I don’t get it No Boy I don’t get it. Sadness I don’t’ get it I flipped my hair I became lost I’m too old to have never been kissed
I’ve done everything right
I played by the norms
And I’m the only one who doesn’t get anything in return
No Love
No Happiness
I did it all right
Just the same
As my friends
I painted my face
And changed my hair
I even changed what I wear
All for the people who never care
I’ve done everything right.
I’ve played by the norms
And what do I get?
despair
Weakness
Depression.
I laughed a fake laugh
I changed my personality
So that you would like me
And yet there was no response.
Between who I was told to be and who I wanted to be
I’m in-between
I can’t decide
With girls I’m myself
But with guys I’m who I’d never thought I’d be
But it’s the truth
No lips have touched my lips
And that makes me sad
Because I think I’m pretty
And I don’t understand why others can’t see it to.
It may be selfish but sometimes I look around the room and say to myself
“You’re better than them. You’re prettier”
But in the end
They always win.
And I don’t know why.
I’ve tried and I’ve tried.
But to no avail
So maybe its time to give up the dream
Of ever being in a veil.